For those of you that don't know, my relationship with my Dad is less than ideal. We argued a lot, and ended up going our seperate ways. I haven't talked to him in at least five years. Than, I got a phone call that he's dying of cancer. I'm going to visit him in the hospital this Sunday, but it'll probably be the last time I see him alive. With everything that's been going on, I haven't been online much, and I'm sorry about that, but I've been so busy and so emotional, I just haven't had the time or the motivation to log in. I'll try to be online more once everything is settled, but I'm just going through a lot right now, so please be patient with me.